It has been real...

Life's been so black and white lately. I'm either extremely happy and enthusiastic about life or I'm just down in the dumps i really don't understand it. I don' struggle in school, I'm not getting straight A's but i get by which i feel is pretty damn good for college. Home life never is that great, i barely see my Mom and i rarely see my Dad. Relationship wise I'm set, ya see there is this girl and she really just blows my mind. I don't know what i would do without her, she is my break away from reality. What am i saying she is my reality, the girl that im willing to give it all up for... i just hope she knows that. See what i mean, my life isn't exactly great but i don;t really think i have anything to complain about....

I wish i knew  why i was so down